Hello, my name is Laura and today I'm a wreck.
Struggling with feeling like a failure in every part of life.
Housework falling behind.
Children who bicker.
Homeschooling, not thorough enough/consistent....not enough past the 'basics'.
Our store, will it be successful?
My health...I know I just had a baby, but I have a bunch to lose.
I feel like I have a face that everyone sees, this put together calm non-frazzled person. Ha! If only.
I stress, I yell, I cry.
I think I'm capable of quite a bit but I just seem to skim the surface of so many things without doing a great job at any of them.
So I remind myself:
“The steadfast love of the LORD never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning, great is your faithfulness.” Lamentations 3:22,23
Saturday, March 2, 2013
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
Birth Story
Introducing the newest member of our family:
Nicholas Cecil
born February 18th, 5:38 pm
weight 7 lbs 8 oz
21 inches long
If you are anything like me than you're probably just a wee bit curious too hear how the birth went, so here goes.
Friday & Saturday I had mild contractions kind of sporadically during the day only for them to come to a complete stop by Saturday evening. Sunday we got up went to church and went about our day pretty normally.
Some time between 10-11 pm I started having contractions again, only this time they were more intense and maybe 10-15 minutes apart. By the middle of the night they'd picked up to be more around 4-5 minutes apart so we called a friend (thanks Jen!) to come sleep on the couch. We arrived at the hospital to be checked & monitored, they put me at 4+ cm but as soon as I sat they slowed way down again.
Back home we went (this was about 9 am at this point). I tried to sleep a bit, walk a bit....still felt like things were progressing and frustrated that they sent me home. I already had a regular appointment set up at my ob's office so we headed there at noon to see if anything really was changing. My contractions are still coming around ten minutes apart. At 1:00 the doctor there checked me, saying 'you're a good 6-7 cm and 80% effaced, I think you should head back to the hospital'. She mentioned that I should go get checked in and if I'd like she could come break my water to see if that would be enough to push things really into gear.
The doctors office is connected to the hospital so we just walked on over, this time they had a room ready for us though! Discussing all of the bazillion questions with the nurse she suggests that if I'm leaning towards having an epidural sooner may be better. If I wait until the doctor breaks my water and things speed up I may lose the window of time in which to get one. I'm torn. Part of me says NO! You can do this. The other part of me says DO IT, you're tired, this hurts and you are really tired!. Exhaustion wins out and I tell her yes, I'll take an epidural pretty please.
In the next few minutes waiting for the anesthesiologist I'm pacing back and forth trying to move as much as possible before I'm bed ridden....and POP! my water breaks. And I mean like bursts! It was almost hysterical really.
They hook me up with the epi and I only have a few more contractions before I'm numb and can't feel a thing. The last epidural I had numbed me but didn't completely take away all of the pain. This one? Worked amazingly and I really could not feel a.single.thing. not even pressure. Now I'm a happy camper. What's an exhausted lady to do now that I''m numb? NAP. Yes, at this point I'm 8 cm and I fall asleep. Maybe an hour later the nurse wakes me and checks me. Complete, time to call the doc and see if we can deliver this fella.
Literally, I wake up from a nap feeling happy...no pain or pressure and they watch the contractions on the monitor to tell me when to push. 5 or 6 pushes later I'm holding my boy.
Aside from the frustration at the beginning of labor I'd have to say this was probably the easiest birth out of all of mine. :)
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Abandoned
This blog has been neglected.
Abandoned.
Life is crazy busy (in a good way) and I've not really had it in me to write out my thoughts for...what, over a year now really? Sigh.
The next few weeks should be interesting.
Stephen will turn 10.
Mabel girl is about to have her first birthday on the same day that marks Ian & I being married for 13 years.
Three weeks from today baby boy is due to make his entrance into this world.
Most days/weeks just blur together and I'm left at the end of the month thinking, what happened to January?
I guess I'm writing all this randomness just to record that yes, I'm still here. Hopefully I'll be inspired to blog more again, I do miss it. ~
Abandoned.
Life is crazy busy (in a good way) and I've not really had it in me to write out my thoughts for...what, over a year now really? Sigh.
The next few weeks should be interesting.
Stephen will turn 10.
Mabel girl is about to have her first birthday on the same day that marks Ian & I being married for 13 years.
Three weeks from today baby boy is due to make his entrance into this world.
Most days/weeks just blur together and I'm left at the end of the month thinking, what happened to January?
I guess I'm writing all this randomness just to record that yes, I'm still here. Hopefully I'll be inspired to blog more again, I do miss it. ~
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
Glimpse of store life...
Many people have already read this....but we were in the newspaper!!! Click the link below to read. :)
Newspaper Article
Newspaper Article
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